9 Sept 2010

Immunity

Hiding my pains, from my loved ones
trying to keep them immune,
I alienated myself so much,that it felt like
they lived on Earth, and I on the faraway moon........

Hiding my pains, from my loved ones
trying to keep them immune,
I alienated myself so much,that it felt like
O..... The end of misery,O.... The End of Life,

Come to me much soon..........Come to me much soon........

Date : - Sep 7 2010 11:35PM

21 Jun 2010

वो और मैं

वो.....
वो जो भी है
मुझे 
माने न माने
चाहे न चाहे 
फिर भी
मैं
अपने अस्तित्व की तलाश में भटकता 
मैं
उसे चाहता हूँ
उसे मानता हूँ
और चाहता रहूँगा !
लेकिन कब तक?
शायद, इस प्रश्न का उत्तर भी मेरे ही पास है
मैं उसे चाहता रहूँगा
यह ज़िन्दगी रहेगी तब तक
यह सांस चलेगी तब तक
अनंत को छूने की चाह रहेगी तब तक
और 
विश्वास मेरा कहता है ये कि
इस धरती के रुकने से पहले
इस अम्बर के झुकने से पहले 
वो.....
वो जो भी है
मुझे मानने लगेगी
मुझे चाहने लगेगी
और फिर
एक अस्तित्व के साथ जिऊँगा 
मैं
हसूंगा, मुस्कुराऊंगा 
सारे गमों को भूल जाऊँगा 
लेकिन 
क्या उसको मिलूंगा ?
क्या उसको पाऊंगा ?
क्या उसको प्यार दे पाऊँगा ?

प्रश्न तो हैं अनंत 
उत्तर है एक !
पर क्या है 
इस बार मैं नहीं जानता 
अफ़सोस !

धुंध

दिसम्बर की इक सर्द सुबह 
घर से बाहर जब मैं निकला
तो खुद को 
घनी धुंध से घिरा पाया |

उस घनी धुंध को देख
एक विचित्र सवाल मेरे मन में आया 
की
सूरज के बढ़ने के साथ घुल जायेगी धुंध
परन्तु 
कब निकलेगा सूरज मन का 
कब मिटेगी अहंकार की धुंध
कब मिटेगी मेरे मन से कनक की ये माया 
क्या कभी सुनूंगा निर्मल मन से 
कृष्ण की अमृत वाणी 
सुना भी अगर कभी कृष्ण को
तो 
क्या कभी करूँगा, सुना था जो मन ने मेरे 
इसके साथ ही सैर का समय हो गया था अंत  |

परन्तु अगली सुबह 
घर से बाहर जब मैं निकला 
तो अपने को
फिर उसी धुंध में घिरा पाया |

वन्दे मातरम् - National Song of India

वन्दे मातरम् 
सुजलां सुफलां मलयजशीतलाम्
शस्यशामलां मातरम् । 
शुभ्रज्योत्स्नापुलकितयामिनीं 
फुल्लकुसुमितद्रुमदलशोभिनीं 
सुहासिनीं सुमधुर भाषिणीं
सुखदां वरदां मातरम् ।। १ ।। वन्दे मातरम्




Whenever I sing this song... it send a shiver down the spine... I don't know why.........

लहरों से डर कर नौका पार नहीं होती

लहरों से डर कर नौका पार नहीं होती,
कोशिश करने वालों की कभी हार नहीं होती.

नन्हीं चींटी जब दाना लेकर चलती है,
चढ़ती दीवारों पर, सौ बार फिसलती है.
मन का विश्वास रगों में साहस भरता है,
चढ़कर गिरना, गिरकर चढ़ना न अखरता है.
आख़िर उसकी मेहनत बेकार नहीं होती,
कोशिश करने वालों की कभी हार नहीं होती.

डुबकियां सिंधु में गोताखोर लगाता है,
जा जा कर खाली हाथ लौटकर आता है.
मिलते नहीं सहज ही मोती गहरे पानी में,
बढ़ता दुगना उत्साह इसी हैरानी में.
मुट्ठी उसकी खाली हर बार नहीं होती,
कोशिश करने वालों की कभी हार नहीं होती.

असफलता एक चुनौती है, इसे स्वीकार करो,
क्या कमी रह गई, देखो और सुधार करो.
जब तक न सफल हो, नींद चैन को त्यागो तुम,
संघर्श का मैदान छोड़ कर मत भागो तुम.
कुछ किये बिना ही जय जय कार नहीं होती,
कोशिश करने वालों की कभी हार नहीं होती


P.S.- Not My poem.... But I find it quite inspiring

Shall I compare thee to a Summer's day? by William Shakespeare

Shall I compare thee to a summer's day? 
Thou art more lovely and more temperate. 
Rough winds do shake the darling buds of May, 
And summer's lease hath all too short a date. 
Sometime too hot the eye of heaven shines, 
And often is his gold complexion dimm'd; 
And every fair from fair sometime declines, 
By chance or nature's changing course untrimm'd; 
But thy eternal summer shall not fade 
Nor lose possession of that fair thou ow'st; 
Nor shall Death brag thou wander'st in his shade, 
When in eternal lines to time thou grow'st: 
So long as men can breathe or eyes can see, 
So long lives this, and this gives life to thee.

Stopping by Woods on a Snowy Evening by Robert Frost

Just love the last stanza......  :-)

Whose woods these are I think I know. 
His house is in the village though; 
He will not see me stopping here 
To watch his woods fill up with snow.  

My little horse must think it queer 
To stop without a farmhouse near 
Between the woods and frozen lake 
The darkest evening of the year.  

He gives his harness bells a shake 
To ask if there is some mistake. 
The only other sound's the sweep 
Of the easy wind and downy flake.  

The woods are lovely, dark, and deep, 
But I have promises to keep, 
And miles to go before I sleep, 
And miles to go before I sleep.

जीवन और मैं

जीवन एक राह है 
जीवन एक नाटक भी है
इस राह में कई राही हैं
इस नाटक मैं कई पात्र हैं
पर
हर पात्र की, हर राही की 
एक नई कहानी है !
उन पात्रों और राहियों में 
एक मैं भी हूँ 

मैं, अपने अस्तित्व को तलाशता मैं
कई राही मिले मुझे , कई पात्रों से मिला मैं 
आज तक भटक रहा हूँ
उस पात्र की तलाश में
जो मुझे अनंत तक पहुंचाएगा
वहां तक मेरा साथ न छोड़ेगा 
तीन तो मेरे को प्रभु की कृपा से मिले हैं 
उनमें से भी एक खो गया है

प्रभु तुम साथ न छोड़ना
तुमसे बस यह बिनती है 
इस तुच्छ  प्राणी की 
तुम हो तो आशा है 
वरना न तो मैं हूँ 
और न ही मेरा अस्तित्व !

MISSING YOU MY LOVE

I am missing you
पर तुमसे अपने दिल का हाल क्या कहूँ
अगर तुमसे phone पर बात करना चाहूँ
तो phone उठाता  है तुम्हारा dangerous बापू 
चलो भाग चलें on a lonely टापू
जहां कोई भी न हो, सिर्फ हों मैं और तू ! 

शादी है बर्बादी

उफ़ ! ये शादी है बर्बादी
बड़े खर्चे ये है करवाती 
इससे बढती है आबादी 
हँसते लोगों को ये रुल्वाती |

उफ़ ! ये शादी है बर्बादी 
उलटे सीधे काम ये करवाती 
बेलन डंडे भी पड़वाती 
पापड  रोटी भी ये बिलवाती |

उफ़ ! ये शादी है बर्बादी !

ज़िन्दगी में


ज़िन्दगी में कुछ ऐसे लोग मिल जाते हैं,
जो दिल में धड़कन की तरह समा जाते हैं |
ज़िन्दगी में कुछ ऐसे लोग मिल जाते हैं,
जो छण मात्र में ही यादों की सौगात दे जाते हैं |
ज़िन्दगी में कुछ ऐसे लोग मिल जाते हैं,
जो हमारे गम में हमें हसाते हैं, हमारी ख़ुशी को दुगना बनाते हैं |
ज़िन्दगी में कुछ ऐसे लोग मिल जाते हैं,
जो उनके पीछे एक अटूट रिश्ता छोड़ जाते हैं |
ज़िन्दगी में कुछ ऐसे लोग मिल जाते हैं,
जो बंद होठों से सब कुछ बोल जाते हैं |
ज़िन्दगी में कुछ ऐसे लोग मिल जाते हैं,
जो हर कदम पर हमारा साथ निभाते हैं |

वो कुछ लोग हर किसी की ज़िन्दगी मैं आते हैं, 
वो कुछ लोग ही सच्चे दोस्त कहलाते हैं |

ज़िन्दगी में कुछ ऐसे लोग मिल जाते हैं |

18 Jun 2010

I Will Survive!!!

I will not go down without a fight,
I will not go down in the darkness of the night,

I have the right to survive,
So,how hard you try,
I won't go down in the darkness of the night,
Throw all your hurdles you have on my way,
But I will follow what the oldies say,
Where there is a will there is a way,
So,Throw all your hurdles you have on my way
My WILL will help me to cross them all right
& I will ask thee, through all those hurdles to be my guide.

So how hard you try,
I won't go down without a fight,
I won't go down in the darkness of the night.

कोहरा



इक चादर मैली सी
ओड़ राखी है मैंने
और गहरे कोहरे गुमनामी की तरफ 
चला जा रहा हूँ तेजी से 
साथ कोई नहीं देता मेरा
फिर भी हाथ बढाता हूँ
शायद कोई थाम ले, पर जानता हूँ 
मुझसे बुरे व्यक्ति का अस्तित्व
नहीं है दुनिया में,
फिर भी क्या करूँ खुदा ने 
इक दिल जो दे दिया 
भावुक जो बना दिया 
इसलिए हमेशा चाहता हूँ साथ किसी का 
गलती की थी मैंने ये कि
मैं भूल गया था कि
दिखावट का ज़माना है
आज मेरी और सिर्फ मेरी वजह से 
सच दिखावट से हार गया 
लानत है मुझ पर 
इसलिए अब चाहता हूँ कि ये
कोहरा कभी न हटे, कोई मुझे पहचान न सके !

तन्हाई

इक तन्हा तन्हा सा मैं,
इक अलग अलग सा मैं,
इक अकेला अकेला सा मैं,
एक गुमनाम बदनाम सा मैं,
हर कहीं दुत्कार दिया जाता हूँ,
फिर क्यूँ दूसरों के पास जाता हूँ,
मुझसे दोस्ती करो, मेरे साथ रहो, 
लेकिन कौन सुनता है मेरी बात,
और इस तरह
एक तन्हा तन्हा सा मैं, 
और तन्हा हो जाता हूँ,
और तन्हा हो जाता हूँ |

मेरा साथी छूट गया !

प्रार्थना करी मंदिर में
फिर भी, रब रूठ गया 
मेरा साथी छूट गया !

कितनी करी कोशिश
फिर भी, दोस्ती का तार टूट गया
मेरा साथी छूट गया !

A Poem : A Dedication : For a Friend

Those Beautiful Eyes,
That Vibrant Touch,
That Lovely Smile,
I am gonna miss much.

Twice was the joy,
Half was the sorrow
As we share them Yesterday,
Hope we share it tomorrow.

The past was so beautiful
So is the present,
Likewise will be the future,
I am damn confident.

As far as we are together,
No problem can ruin us,
But as Life is a journey,
I am on a bus, taking me nowhere.

This poem is for you,
O my dear friend,
Let it be the beginning,
Let it never be the end.

GIRLS : BRUTAL

Girls are very "BRUTAL"
So Boys Beware
You may want to go near
But may I tell you they don't care.

Girls are very "BRUTAL"
So Boys beware
You may have a lot to share
But may I ask you not to dare
As it will add to your own despair.


Girls are very "BRUTAL"
So Boys beware
Though they appear fascinating
But there's a creepy monster inside that cheesy layer.

Girls are very "BRUTAL"
So Boys beware.

17 Jun 2010

इन आँखों में

मेरी आँखों में कुटिलता की इक झलक
मेरी आँखों में प्यार की इक चाहत 
मेरी आँखों में दोस्ती का जज़्बा
मेरी आँखों में लक्ष्य मेरा 
पर सबसे ऊपर
मेरी आँखों में बसता है एक तारा 
वो प्यारा सा नाम तुम्हारा !
वो प्यारा सा नाम तुम्हारा !

A Different Angle

15 Jun 2010

इक पल में

इक पल में 
अपना सा लगता मैं पराया हो जाता हूँ |
इक पल में
नज़दीकियाँ दूरियों में तब्दील हो जाती हैं |
इक पल में
कोमलता कठोरता में बदल जाती है |
इक पल में
किसी को दोस्त बनाते बनाते दुश्मन बना बैठता हूँ |
ऐसा इसलिए है
क्यूंकि वोह इक पल मेरी ही किस्मत मैं लिखा है !

HER EYES

The glare of "HER EYES"
Makes her face bright
Besides they give her sight
They show her anxiety,fear & delight
Looking on to the height of a flying kite
She is working hard, to reach up to the light.

LETS TAKE PLEDGE

"Lets Take Pledge"
To "LOVE" each other,
To be "GOOD" friends, 
To spread message of "PEACE",
To stand against all "EVIL" ,
And above all this
 "Lets Take Pledge"
To make "EARTH" a better place to "LIVE".

TEACHERS

TEACHERS in the world are the "BEST".
They are preparing us for life's "QUEST".
They are the light in this world's "MIST".
They have a solution for every "TWIST".
The are the world's best "GUIDE".
They have many qualities to "IMBIBE".

DREAMWORLD

I am a stranger; to people I know,
Because they hate me, As I am very slow.

I am a stranger; to people I love,
Because they think me, To be an alien dove.

I am a stranger; to my dear friends,
Although my chats with them, Find no end.

I am a stranger; to my very self,
Because my goal is far away, As I live in a "DREAMWORLD".
A Sweet Simple face of my class,
Was doing an experiment in a round bottom flask,
Hearing a nasty sound,
The flask slipped from her hand to the ground,
And it broke to pieces,
Just like my "HEART" when she said to me "NO".

31 May 2010

Don’t Quit by Edgar A. Guest

A poem that inspires confidence and self-esteem and encourages individuals to persevere in their quest for success.I read it in my  secondary year I guess, it tells us all about not quitting and sticking till the end….. In one line I can say it has only one message which says

“TRY, TRY until you succeed.”

Don’t Quit 

When things go wrong, as they sometimes will,
When the road you’re trudging seems all uphill,
When the funds are low and the debts are high,
And you want to smile, but you have to sigh,
When care is pressing you down a bit
Rest if you must, but don’t you quit.


Life is queer with its twists and its turns,
As everyone of us sometimes learns,
And many a failure turns about
When they might have won, had they stuck it out.
Don’t give up though the pace seems slow,
You may succeed with another blow.


Often the struggler has given up
When he might have captured the victor’s cup;
And he learned too late when the night came down,
How close he was to the golden crown.


Success is failure turned inside out
The silver tint of the clouds of doubt
And you never can tell how close you are,
It may be near when it seems so far;
So stick to the fight when you’re hardest hit,
It’s when things seem worst that you must not quit!

F.A.M.I.L.Y.

I ran into a stranger as he passed by,
‘Oh excuse me please’ was my reply.
He said, ‘Please excuse me too;
I wasn’t watching for you.’
We were very polite, this stranger and I.
We went on our way and we said goodbye.
But at home a different story is told,
How we treat our loved ones, young and old.
Later that day, cooking the evening meal,
My son stood beside me very still.
When I turned, I nearly knocked him down.
‘Move out of the way,’ I said with a frown.
He walked away, his little heart broken.
I didn’t realize how harshly I’d spoken.
While I lay awake in bed, God’s still small voice came to me and said,
‘While dealing with a stranger,
common courtesy you use,
but the family you love, you seem to abuse.
Go and look on the kitchen floor,
You’ll find some flowers there by the door..
Those are the flowers he brought for you.
He picked them himself: pink, yellow and blue.
He stood very quietly not to spoil the surprise,
you never saw the tears that filled his little eyes.’
By this time, I felt very small,
And now my tears began to fall.
I quietly went a nd knelt by his bed;
‘Wake up, little one, wake up,’ I said.
‘Are these the flowers you picked for me?’
He smiled, ‘I found ‘em, out by the tree.
I picked ‘em because they’re pretty like you.
I knew you’d like ‘em, especially the blue.’
I said, ‘Son, I’m very sorry for the way I acted today;
I shouldn’t have yelled at you that way.’
He said, ‘Oh, Mom, that’s okay.
I love you anyway.’
I said, ‘Son, I love you too,
and I do like the flowers, especially the blue.’

P.S. : This poem is not mine but its worth reading so putting it here.

Strength of a Man & Beauty of a Woman

Strength of a Man

The strength of a man isn’t seen in the width of his shoulders.
It is seen in the width of his arms that encircle you.
The strength of a man isn’t in the deep tone of his voice.
It is in the gentle words he whispers.
The strength of a man isn’t how many buddies he has.
It is how good a buddy he is with his kids.
The strength of a man isn’t in how respected he is at work.
It is in how respected he is at home.
The strength of a man isn’t in how hard he hits..
It is in how tender he touches.
The strength of a man isn’t how many women he’s Loved by.
It is in can he be true to one woman.
The strength of a man isn’t in the weight he can lift.
It is in the burdens he can understand and overcome.

Beauty of a Woman

The beauty of a woman
Is not in the clothes she wears,
The figure she carries,
Or the way she combs her hair.
The beauty of a woman
Must be seen from her eyes,
Because that is the doorway to her heart, The place where love resides.
The beauty of a woman
Is not in a facial mole,
But true beauty in a woman
Is reflected in her soul.
It is the caring that she lovingly gives, The passion that she shows, The beauty of a woman With passing years-only grows.

PS: I havent written these poems but i wish i had &  i think they are worth reading

And Her "AURA" Was So Strong

And her aura was so strong
You would ask how I know
I know that coz I felt it
Rather I would say
Many People around her felt it
But they didn’t have the words to explain…
And Her Aura was so strong
That many felt attracted
And I was also one
And I asked her to be my friend
But the answer never came…..
That was the mistake I did
& was the one who paid for it!
& I missed the chance of having
A good person as my friend
And now as I reflect on what I did
That before asking her, I guess
I must have thought that
Some things must be adored
From a distance
To let its beauty remain….
To let its beauty remain forever….
But please let me tell you people
That Her Aura was so strong….